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Sunday, April 21st, 2002
1:02 pm
Hello Dolly is now over. It surprisingly went pretty well and it was kinda fun. At the cast party there was pizza and rachel, greg and I just took like a whole box over and ate it. We all tried to play DDR and sucked royal ass. Especially me...I have no coordination or basic motor skills. I'm happy now. I'm going to prom in a really weird black shirt I bought at penny pinchers, some black skirt I already had, I bright pink animal print tank top and bright pink fishnets. I'm still trying to find a spiky choker. I'm probably gonna wear gym shoes too. KITTY!!!!! my cat Chester is a retard. She keeps trying to eat my ring pop!!!!! WAHAHO! oh. my other cat Elvis puked on my bed, my binder, my pillow, my favorite sheets and so on right before I went to bed. Then when I went to get crap to clean it there was a big spider on my door and I freaked out. I also had a lot of homework and was getting sick so I just started crying like a baby. It's actually funny now...oh gotta go!
Monday, March 25th, 2002
8:19 pm
Hell no dolly sucks ass. It's so freaking boring. I'm actually on-line. please, don't pass out. Nothing happened today other than me feeling a bit shitty. Alanna, Justin, Rachel and I talked about orgasms and hand jobs all throughout speech. It was great. I need more pezz for my CRAZY lamb dispencer. I should do my homework...but I think I'm gonna go play my geetar. give peace a chance, man.
Thursday, March 7th, 2002
8:35 pm
hi again, I'm not dead
sometimes it sucks. What sucks? oh, everything. sometimes everything strait up sucks. But I guess you have to go on...I mean, they make you go on. But I think I just go on for those tiny sometimes when everything doesnt suck. Nothing (be it crappy or great) lasts for too long, so at least we all have this to look foreward to.

That's how I've felt all day. I feel a little better now. Thanks, Greg.




"Theres a salt water film in the jar of your ashes
I blew them to sea but a gust blew them backwards
and the sting in my eye that you had inflicted
was par for the course just as when you were living.
It's not far to say that you weren't quite a father
but a doner of seeds to a poor single mother
who would raise us alone, we didn't see the money
that went down your throat through the hole in your belly"
deathcab for cutie. powerful.
Wednesday, January 23rd, 2002
8:05 pm
my dog just farted
hey, the prodical son ( / daughter) has returned. I havent been on line much at all, I realized how much time it took up...just staring at the comforting glow of the screen for hours and hours with my mind at complete blank. I'm really really trying to do insanely well with my grades this semester. If I get like a 3.7, my dad seriously said he'd buy me a new acoustic geetar! so I'm seriously working my butt off right now. Aaron Pearcy Higgins...( I made up the middle name for effect)...if you are reading this, leave me a comment or something saying ur okay cuz I was (And am) really really worried about you, god damnit! Claire said ur home now so maybe we'll come barge in and make you soup or something (not like you have a cold and we'll probably just set ur house on fire...) but, you know.
I'm so accident prone now a-days. ( "I used to be learning impared but now I'm just dumb" ) first, I drop my books like once an hour, I run into walls constantly, I trip over nothing, I slammed my hand in my locker today, I fell off my couch....and the list goes on. I think I'm gonna start wearing a helmet.

I LUV YOU BYE BYE!
8:02 pm
my dog just farted
hey, the prodical son ( / daughter) has returned. I havent been on line much at all, I realized how much time it took up...just staring at the comforting glow of the screen for hours and hours with my mind at complete blank. I'm really really trying to do insanely well with my grades this semester. If I get like a 3.7, my dad seriously said he'd buy me a new acoustic geetar! so I'm seriously working my butt off right now. Aaron Pearcy Higgins...( I made up the middle name for effect)...if you are reading this, leave me a comment or something saying ur okay cuz I was (And am) really really worried about you, god damnit! Claire said ur home now so maybe we'll come barge in and make you soup or something (not like you have a cold and we'll probably just set ur house on fire...) but, you know.
I'm so accident prone now a-days. ( "I used to be learning impared but now I'm just dumb" ) first, I drop my books like once an hour, I run into walls constantly, I trip over nothing, I slammed my hand in my locker today, I fell off my couch....and the list goes on. I think I'm gonna start wearing a helmet.

I LUV YOU BYE BYE!
8:37 am
I'm in school right now! hahahuahhahahahahahahah! ha! ha! haha infinity! haha infinity SQUARED! moot
Sunday, December 30th, 2001
12:59 am
Auto response from SuperJupiter84: is anyone you know emo? and are they bringing you down ?
not many people know this but emo is a highly contagious form of depression...if the trend continues we may be a country consumed by sappy lyrics and crying in catchy 3 part harmonies...
...if you fear seeing thick rimmed glasses and sweaters solicited everywhere and the klenex corporation becoming more wealthy than microsoft...then join the movement
**CHEER UP THE EMO KID!**
special thanks to co-founder vickie...
contact:
emo help-line...1-800-SADKID:-(



oh yes...lol. So Rachel and I hung out for a while. We did eight minute buns. I feel the burn, oh yeah. I don't think there's much to say today...

Current Mood: contemplative
Thursday, December 27th, 2001
12:51 am
hmmm...I just realized that it's been a while since I've made anyone read my lame-o poetry. So here is some stuff:


Leave me alone, I am content
to stay within these walls of my own room to vent
please send them away
they don't want to help
everyone's selfish including myself
don't say a hurried 'I love you'
when it means nothing at all
just buying you time
spending your own hard earned dime
how can I make my self more clear
just hurry on your way, and leave me here.
I'm nothing to you
I'm nothing to lose
If you were lonely then why did you hate me?
If you wanted friendship why did you push me away?
so it's here I will stay
keeping this grudge
you can keep yours
I'm leaving up hatchmarks
the fives and the fours.
I'll mutter forgiveness under my breathe
if you will, to get all of this off my chest.
Why do you stay? We're wasting away
into the distance
why everything's blured
where no one mocks your crying
and a lie is one word.





I wonder what the point of all this is,
this growing old.
Living in cars seems so-so.
and smiling has to be proded after so long.
my memories seem moked
and this tear cries out "mercy".

I'd stay with you but I must go
bandage up my bleeding heart
I'd stay with you but I must go
bandage up this bleeding soul.

and I hurt, and this hurts.
nothing has meaning, I love yous are empty
I smile to you and shove all my morals too hard.
This phone in my hand
shakes under trembling fingers
that have barely been halfway that others have gone.
and I feel like some shell that's been washed around
some kid didn't like me so I'm thrown back to the sea.
still I wonder the point
suicides a shallow choice, I'll just bear this out
I'll grow old like the rest of those girls.
cant stop the train from drudging along
it's here it's waiting for a song.

and I'd stay with you but I must go
to bandage up my bleeding heart
I'd stay with you but I must go
bandage up this bleeding soul.


hmmmm...I should work on writing when I'm happy...before ppl just start to think I'm crazy. *quickly looks over shoulder*...I'm sorry, it's just that someone's been following me all day. The people in my head assure me that he's not real, though so I'm not gonna worry much.
12:33 am
The first part of today sucked so much. I went with my mom and brother-ish thing that eats out of my fridge to return a bunch of stuff. God, America is so ungrateful. "everyone's selfish, including myself". After I got home in a bitter mood, I talked to Greg and we went to Guitar center to check out the good stuff. He tought me how to play the "sunday" song...woo hoo. You know what? Salespeople suck. They'll try to sell some vulnrible costomer a piece of crap guitar for 900 bucks just because it's blue...and people will buy it for like their little girl so it can sit in her closet. man, oh man. I think I'm gonna go to the zoo tomorrow, lol. Greg and I have been having good talks, and I really love him. it's great. hehe, just thinking about him makes me happy.

Current Mood: loved
Tuesday, December 25th, 2001
10:47 am



Take the Corporate Mascot Test at Willaston's Lounge!

10:23 am
ho ho ho
Christmas. ooooh boy...not. I'm sorry, I think the christmas spirit fairy forgot to stop at this house. I'm so sick of christmas music and the whole deal. yeah, yeah I know...bah humbug. It's like no one even knows that christmas is Jesus's b-day and not some day to give and get a bunch of stuff...even me. Maybe I just feel all spiteful now towards Christmas because as a kid you're all excited for Santa and presents and such and now it's like...yay...it's the 25th...it's exactly the same as the 24th and the 26th will be...someone should come over and smack me and tell me I'm wrong. Seriously...SOMEBODY COME OVER AND BEAT ME UP!!!! lol, man. I'm gonna go to Greg's family Chrismas party today at around 3 so that should be cool. Rachel has a man now and I'm absolutely exctatic, that's soooo cool! I got some way cool stuff...like a new notebook (cuz I ran out of room in the other one) and it may sound like nothing, but I was like "Woohoo! this is the BEST!!!!" I love writing. lets see...oh yeah! Marc is gonna drive down soon to see Melissa and I...I am extremely psyched, we're gonna have lots o fun. Wowo, it's snowing. uh oh,` I'm feeling a twinge of chrismas spirit...lol...I'm feeling all philanthropic and joyous and merry now. yay, okay well I'm gonna go drown my sorrows in egg nog, lol jk (we don't have any egg nog...and I'm not sad...hmmm) so I'll see you guys later. Any of you can just come over any time if ur bored this break. I'll be the one staring blankly at the wall.

Current Mood: merry
Friday, December 21st, 2001
5:07 pm
okay. So as of now, I am basically failing school... but we'll just forget about that right now. Tallent show was "okay"...I think I'm just too hard on myself. I actually screwed up the last picking part! I could've gotten up and kicked my own ass had I not been so nervous at the time. Other than that, I hear we did well. Other people kicked too...Greg's group was rockin, and so was Allie and D...that was awesome. Hmmmm I think I'm gonna go see Lord of the rings in a wee bit. horray. All of the sudden I'm not feeling very happy. I think writing in this jpurnal thing reminds me about how much I hate my life...okay, I'm gonna go somewhere now and try not to be pessemistic. Fart.

Current Mood: drained
Sunday, December 16th, 2001
10:44 pm
DON'T EVEN LOOOOOOOOK AT THAT TUNA!!!! IT WILL TURN YOU TO STOOOONE!!! TO STOOOONE! thank you goodnight
Wednesday, December 12th, 2001
9:04 pm
I just finished bs-ing my entire freaking lit-compe paper on cloning. yesss. good quote : "How I don't know what I should do with my hands when I talk to you and you don't know where to look, so you look at my hands." (The Weakerthans) It's insanely true...only reversed...like it's a dude singing to a chick...okay nevermind. lol. Every time I see Greg I like him a little more, it's like, maybe I've actually found someone for once. I just want to be near him all the time... I found someone who cares, and who I care about as well. I can finaly relate to someone and it makes me genuinely happy. He makes me genuinely happy. Ignore my cheezballish tendencies, lol. "hey haley, you have any crackers to go with that big ol' cheese ball?!"

Current Mood: mellow
8:47 pm
I just finished bs-ing my entire freaking lit-compe paper on cloning. yesss. good quote : "How I don't know what I should do with my hands when I talk to you and you don't know where to look, so you look at my hands." (The Weakerthans) It's insanely true...only reversed...like it's a dude singing to a chick...okay nevermind. lol. Every time I see Greg I like him a little more, it's like, maybe I've actually found someone for once. I just want to be near him all the time... I found someone who cares, and who I care about as well. I can finaly relate to someone and it makes me genuinely happy. He makes me genuinely happy. Ignore my cheezballish tendencies, lol. "hey haley, you have any crackers to go with that big ol' cheese ball?!"

Current Mood: mellow
Monday, December 10th, 2001
4:18 pm
it's been a while
hey, I was trying to see how long I could go without writing in this god-be-ridden livejournal. just kidding, I really have no idea what I meant by that, heh heh. sooo everything is going really well with greg, I like him a lot and he brought me yellow roses yesterday which made me wanna get all weepy, but I didn't...and then later on that day he played me the song that he wrote for me...and then I DID get a little weepy, lol. oh my gosh, my cat is a freakin psychopath...it's running all over this room and like into walls and such...haha good stuff. I guess my leetle school clique is going through some turmoil...oh well, I stay out of it and try to be the mediator'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' okay, I'm gonna leave that, I left to get the phone, came back and kitty was on the keys and OH MY GOSH!!! IT JUST FARTED SO BAD!!! I HAVE TO GO!!!! oh, adn if you wanna find me tonight, I'm at the mall from 6 to 9 "voluntarily" wrapping gifts cause mommy is making me. lol, my parents are all pissed off at me for being little miss attitude and for "rebeling"...yet I still call my mother "mommy" okay...I LOVE YOU GUYS!

"I wait in four/four time. Count yellow highway lines"

Current Mood: cheerful
Sunday, December 2nd, 2001
10:20 pm
okay, so much just happened so fast that I don't think I'm going to even bother telling you...but just for the record...I feel really bad about everything. It all happened too fast and everything became so serious and I think I realized that I seriously am not ready for any sort of commitment-type relationship...at this time. It freaks me out. I'm like some six year old...I see ppl kissing and I go "ewww gross" very hopefully, this is a phase that I will soon outgrow. lol okay off to bed for me.

Current Mood: listless
9:53 pm
okay, so much just happened so fast that I don't think I'm going to even bother telling you...but just for the record...I feel really bad about everything. It all happened too fast and everything became so serious and I think I realized that I seriously am not ready for any sort of commitment-type relationship...at this time. It freaks me out. I'm like some six year old...I see ppl kissing and I go "ewww gross" very hopefully, this is a phase that I will soon outgrow. lol okay off to bed for me.

Current Mood: listless
Sunday, November 25th, 2001
9:13 pm
hey, I went to see a light show with Greg, it was awesome. K, hafta go now but yeah...stuff

Current Mood: happy
Saturday, November 24th, 2001
8:08 pm
I'm so hyper right now, someone should slap me...I just found out that aaron lives really close to me so we "went on a walk" and what do you know, we saw eachother and rung a doorbell (doorbell ditch), muhahhaa, even tho nobody came out....but still muhahaha...oh yes, and we put up all the little mailbox flags cuz we're hooligans...SOOOOO I have some more freaking family over...GGGGOOOODDDDD!!! AAANNNDDD I found out that my cat is a WOMAN!!! so it's like a "chesteretta" or something now...whoooooooooo....hahhahaaaha I'm a sausage!!!!!

Current Mood: hyper
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